My confidence level is alright. If you want to derive from my actions something like i was too desperate for this girl because i cant find another; There might be some element of truth to it.
Dating is not as easy to come by in Indian society.
But my actions were also too desperate because of how she ended it.
While with hindsight, it became obvious She had made up her mind and i did have a lingering feeling that it has ended; but i just didn't know for sure & i was between despair & hope.
She took almost a month before she started unfriending me on social media. So was there a chance to reconcile in that month? Should i have approached her then and have I been just late with my approach, i have no clue.
Simply zero communication, until i met her.
There were stuffs during the trip which i didn't tell her which made my actions look worse so i wanted to convey the context to her. I thought hearing my side would help. Hence i was desperate to approach her. It backfired.
I just have no clue what i did which makes her have such strong reaction. More i think about it, it is all forgivable mistakes.
I really would have accepted the decision in lot mature manner, if she said something.
I travel that long for work is because the work place is 2 hours away. Rush and delay makes it 2and half hours, so overall 4-5 hours daily i am traveling. Been like that since last 6 months but it was easy because I had her & our trips to look forward too. For last month, it has only been the concern about her so it was difficult.
Have to switch now.